I start back to work tommorrow. I’m nervous for a lot of reasons. I’m not wanting to answer a lot of questions about where I’ve been and I don’t want to overdo it at work. I’m going to just cover one meeting so I should be fine. I’ll also be going in late afternoon so there will be fewer people there to ask a lot of questions. This surgery and whole process is still very fresh and very personal for me and I don’t like being asked a lot of questions about it. Some have taken that as me being ashamed and that isnt even close to being it. I just don’t want to answer the same questions over and over nor do I want to hear people’s comments right now. I know that sounds weird, but it’s how I feel right now.
I’m going back to work on half days for at least the first week and see how I do. I’m still trying to get all my protein and water in and it’s still really hard. It will get better though.